About Me:Well, It's a long story... short version: I was kicked out of my house at 14. I got hooked on drugs really bad, but a friend helped me clean up and taught me how to survive on the streets. But the time I was 18, I had been shot twice, stabbed once, broken many bones (but never lost a fight), hit with a car, made way too much money, bought a house, went to jail, owned three cars, a few guns, and been in quit a few relationships. I got engaged and we had officially seperated around December of 2005. I gained the name FEMA because I kept my people happy, my friends safe, helped people out when I could and they said I had more money than FEMA. I know how to treat a woman and hate men who beat women (have put a few guys in the hospital for doing so in front of me). I also am very easy to get along with and a laid back person but won't stand by while people talk shit or mess with me or my friends. I know quit a bit about history, psychology, the sociology behind organized crime, contruction, and general electronics. I also like to read and write, but none of that "whoe is me" crap. I'm also a second degree black belt of martial arts, but don't use it in fights (it's useless) and so rely on street fighting techniques. I would do anything for those few people I call friends. And I don't speak with my family. I haven't in over four years. A random note is that I'm told I give really good advice (probably cause I've been there -- wherever "there" is.)
Music:I like mostly rap and rock. I know a few people who are starting out in both industries and so I follow their progress. I occassionally will write a rap, but only write about things I've been through.
Movies:I like almost any movie so long as it's good. I prefer comedies or movies that tell a story. My favorite movie of all time is "Hustle & Flow". I used to be a bit of a geek in my early childhood, and so I'm a big fan of all the Star Wars movies (Epsiode III - VI -- the others sucked).
TV:As far as TV is concerned, I'll watch just about anything. But my favorite shows are Angel (cancelled) and Stargate. I also like the Simpsons, King of the Hill, South Park, Bones, Documentaries, and Family Guy.
Books:I read a lot. Well, I used to. I like fiction and non-fiction. My favorite books are "The Art of War" and... all of the Shannara Series by Terry Brooks.
Likes:I'm not a very picky or shallow person. I like simple things... good whether, outdoors, anything that I find makes me happy, and helping people. I like people who aren't judgmental, exremely religious, and who respect themselves.
Dislikes:I don't like politicians, extremely religious people, people who take themselves too seriously, judgemental people, and I hate men who hurt women.
Hobbies:I have quit a few hobbies. I read, write, research history and psychology, and write sometimes. I'm currently working on a book. I also like carpentry work. I write a rap every once in a while, but only about things I've been through. I like to just relax, hang out with friends, and have a few drinks.
Vices:My only vices would be that I try help people who don't want to help themselves and that gets me into some interesting situations.
Virtues:I'm not sure what I want to do with my life. I would like to do something that is productive to people, but I'm not one of those people who are naive and think I can make a change in today's really f***ed up world.
Heroes:I don't have many heroes or people that I look up to. I do have a few people who I would consider mentors in different areas of expertise. They would have to be "Big" Dave Blankenship, Bruce Whatley, George Gardner, and Jon Starnes.
Here everybody --->>> http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=060212175035-828573& <<<--- If the hyperlink doesn't work, just copy and paste that link into your browswer.... It's a quiz I made... about me... Yeah, I know, that's dull. But I was bored. So, either take it or don't; it doesn't really matter, I just thought I'd put it on here.
Well, it's just been one of those days. You know, the days where everything has a deeper meaning and all you can do is feel like shit, no matter what you think about. I turned down my job offer in Louisiana... albeit, its not a "job" per se. And I found a way to get my ID here in Colorado. I'm sitting on $25,000 and have a house posted for sale... So, whats wrong? Don't know. Your guess is as good as mine. It's startin to really piss me off that Liz and everyone in LA thinks that just because they have problems its my fault cause I can't fix em. And it's startin to piss me off that everybody wants somethin -- well, you know what I want -- to rest. To relax. To smoke a blunt. To find a decent woman. Or just a good friend. Yeah, I have friends, not a damn one in this entire god forsaken state though (lol). But, since none of those things are gonna happen any time soon, I suppose I should do what I always do. Have a drink, smoke a cigarette and forget about my problems by fixing someone else's. The story of my life... Anyway, thanks for droppin by and readin this depressin post.
Me and my best friend Jon are havin a contest. We both joined HotOrNot.com and we created a scoreboard to see which one of us get the highest rating. So check it out if ya want and rate us to see who wins... currently I think I'm in 2nd place...
..............Everyone’s main problem is that when they think of drug dealers and addicts, they automatically jump to conclusions.They believe that dealers are the reason there’s addicts, and therefore dealers are wrong.Well, let me clarify something for you.Addicts are the reason that there are dealers.If addicts quit doing drugs, dealers would quit selling them.No one chooses that life.Its one that is chosen for them.As a child, when asked what you want to be when you grow up, no one answers “a drug dealer”.Its almost always the only choice left.When you have to take care of yourself and it’s all that you have ever known, then it’s what you do.Addicts are going to get their stuff from somewhere, and when that profit means the difference between you eating or starving, you do what you have to do.It’s not something that anyone is proud to do, but it’s something that they do regardless of the consequences to provide for themselves, their family, and their friends.It allows you the power to keep your people safe.It allows you the means to have a nice life that would have otherwise been denied to you.And if you still believe that those things make someone a bad person, go ask an addict if they plan to quit anytime soon.I can already tell you that they don’t.And therefore, as long as the money is out there to be collected, the ruling thought is that, “it might as well be me, cause if not it’ll be someone else”.
I bet that you’re thinking, “Then why not let it be someone else?At least then you’re not the one supporting someone’s habit.”You’re right about that.No, then you wouldn’t be supporting someone’s habit.But if that person isn’t going to help themselves quit, then stopping your income isn’t going to do anything, but give someone else business.And, also, if you’ve never been addicted to cocaine, ecstasy, or any other drug and you haven’t recovered from it and you haven’t ate garbage or slept behind a dumpster, then I don’t see where you are in a position to judge those who do what they have to, to survive.
Another issue is that of “why not get a regular job?”Well, there are hundreds of answers to that question.A few of them are that the money doesn’t pay the bills and feed the family.Or maybe there’s people out there who will find legal reasons not to hire you, even though the real reason is that you say “mayne” instead of “man”.And if you think that those types of things don’t happen in the real world, then you need to move out of Beverly Hills...............